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You Did It All For Me Original Song

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You Did It All For Me

By

Justin Mason and K.N. Proctor

 

Verse One:

The devil is a liar, the father thereof,

I stand in the truth, all from above,

You said it wouldn’t be easy, You said it’d be all right,

I trust in You to guide me through the night.

 

Pre-Chorus:
There will be trails along the way, but You promised You would always stay.

 

Chorus:

You stilled the waters, You cured the blind,

Freed the people, stopped the hands of time,

You took my burdens, nailed to the tree,

You did it all for me.

 

Verse Two:

Here I’ve fallen, time and time again,

You picked me up and freed me from my sins,

Fought the same old battles, listen to the same old lines,

But I trust in You to always be on time.

 

Repeat Pre-Chorus and Chorus.


Take My Hand And Never Let Go Chapter Four D is for doubt

Summary: If you could write your love story, what would it say? Would it include the good with the bad? The sadness with the joy? The laughter with the pain? You x OC. A series of drabbles.

 

 

 Take My Hand And Never Let Go

By

K.N. Proctor

 

Chapter Four:

D is for doubt

 

 

There has always been a faint flicker of doubt in your mind, just a slight hint of worry that he was not who he claimed to be, that the boy you grew up with, grew to love, had changed. You always felt that he kept too many secrets and that he has never quite told you the truth… Perhaps that is what hurt you more than anything, was that maybe he doubted you. “William, I…”

“Hm?” His bright eyes bore into yours and you nearly lost your train of thought. How could you have such a man as this? His pressed a finger under your chin and righted it. “[Name], darling, you are drooling…

“Oh!” Your face warmed as you hastily rubbed the saliva away. “Sorry… Uh, well.” Great, where were you going with this? You glanced back into his bottomless orbs; honestly, you just couldn’t seem to remember…

The faint twitch at his lips and the widening of his eyes, all pointed to his superiority complex. For whatever reason, he figured himself more important than you were, or so you believed. “Hm.”

“’Hm’?!” You huffed and smacked his arm for the heck of it. Why, you sincerely wondered, you cared about such an arrogant man… It was mindboggling. “You are so mean!” And you stomped away.

“Wait, [Name].” He caught you around the waist, holding you securely as you fell back into his chest. To make matters worse, his breath tickled your neck, sending a faint tremor down your spine. “I apologize, I meant no harm.”

You swallowed thickly, why couldn’t he be unattractive?! “Right.” Somehow, you doubted that. You strained against his arms, but you had little luck. Plus, you were for certain you wanted to leave his arms… “Please let me go…”

“No,” He pulled you tighter to him. “Not until you tell me what is wrong.”

“Nothing.” You whispered weakly. “I promise… It is silly… I just… Why can’t you be more honest? Why can’t you be more honest with me?” He owed you that much. It wasn’t as if it was a lot to ask either.

His arms dropped and he seemed so far away. “I never meant to harm you, [Name], but, as you should know, that is how I have always been… That is how I protect myself.”

You watched him, playing close attention to the signs that he might bolt. “I don’t expect you to tell me everything, but I am your best friend,” And so much more, you silently added. “I want you to be able to trust me… Even if it isn’t a lot.”

“I do trust you…” He hesitated briefly, but you smiled encouragingly. “I just do not trust myself, [Name]. I would hate to ruin the image you have of me…”

“That isn’t going to happen.” Now, you had him trapped, with your arms securely around his waist. “I promise. Honest.”

“There is one thing I can be honest about…” His unsettlingly bright eyes bore into your own comparably plain ones. “I do consider you my closest and dearest friend… I trust you with my life.”

“Baby steps, huh?” You giggled and grabbed his hand. Trust is something slowly built, earned piece by piece, and that is not something you are willing to destroy because of some silly worries and fears. You watched him, enjoying his emotions as if they were your own. Maybe your doubts were still there, but with his honesty, perhaps they would one day disappear….


Devil’s Conquest

Summary: I want to break you, change you, destroy you, mold you into what I want and desire. You are mine, whether you see it or not… I will possess you; own you, every little drop… Dark oneshot.

Author’s Note: I think it maybe very well obvious who this person is… He is very devilish, if I do say. This is an old one-shot, but I thought I would share it, too. Enjoy.

Warning: Dark.

 

Devil’s Conquest

By

K.N. Proctor

 

I want to break you, change you, destroy you, mold you into what I want and desire. Your sweet, simple, naïve nature is utterly disgusting, unacceptable and your trust is so easily acquired. But, that, too will work to my will, as long as you continue downhill.

You’ll never see it coming, but very few do, never see the monster that lurks so close, clawing at the surface… Close enough to burn, close enough to break, close enough to utterly and completely destroy everything in its wake. But you never have been very good at seeing things clear… Have you, dear?

Slowly, I prefer it that way, bit by bit, day by day, and moment by moment, I take you away. Stealing thoughts, breaking dreams, morals drop, and silence’s screams. You are mine, whether you see it or not… I will possess you; own you, every little drop…

But, I mustn’t get ahead of myself, as I said, that isn’t me… I am a patience man, you see, I have all the time in the world, all eternity. But I am doubtful it will take so long, innocence is easily crush, and you have never been that strong.

I drift closer, and this should raise alarm, but you are ever so trusting… I loath and love that about you, so pleasing, so disgusting… I suppose I was innocent once, a time before time itself, so many ages ago. My mind shifts, thinking of what to say as you slowly stroll.

There is no need for words; you know what I am after. Why don’t you stop me? Don’t you fear the hereafter? However, there is no fear in your eyes, and with pained breath, your eyes paint rivers of tears you’ve cried.

I slither closer, so much like a snake. Oh, there is so much I plan to take. Your cheek is smooth and cool in my hand as I brush the tears away. My hand trails as I make my plan to lead you astray.

You never waver, simple watching me with those eyes. The love that is there is so undeserving yet you give me that as well, you aren’t aware of where my intentions lie. You move closer still, as you have always loved the warmth I radiate, so different from the cold heart in its wake.

“Hush.” My lips brush your ear and you shiver something furious with a faint pout. “Are you afraid?” I knew better than to ask, knew that someone so simple couldn’t have me figured out.

“No,” And I was right again, but about such things, I am rarely wrong. Your eyes too wide, too innocent, too frustratingly chaste meet mine, the plea is there and you soon will be fully mine. “Why should I be?”

Answering such a question would be my downfall, so I refrain and simply take your hand; we go by whatsoever we maybe befall. I didn’t miss the shiver of pleasure it send down your spine, as I said, you soon will be mine. The road I lead you on is anything but narrow or straight, but way past the proper gate. “Come with me?”

You answer is quick, assured. “Of course.” Too trusting, too weak… It will be so easy to break you, so easy to tweak.

The path is what most choose, and your soul, you are soon to loose. That mere thought sends me to bliss, and you are unaware of the binds I twist. “Closer…”

You press against me in lover’s embrace, perhaps I misjudged you, seems you aren’t so chaste.  My little, pure white dove is slowly slipping in the mud. “I am cold.” Your hands tangle in my hair as you whisper so bold.

Seems I have a lot to learn about my little doll. With my face buried in your hair, you miss my mischievous stare, miss your oncoming fall. “Of course… I will warm you, darling.” Such endearments are your undoing, not that you would notice, but it is your heart I am misusing. Inch by inch, I have your innocence’s stripped bare, but, my dear, you just don’t seem to care.

“Are we home yet?” The darkening of your eyes, the subtle changes are aligned, and now you truly are mine. There is not hope for you at this point, not reason to try, I am so sorry to disappoint.

“Close, my love.” Lies are so easily told, but so are you to mold. Damned are we both, damned as any can be, but not as much as me. Hell’s gate is but a breath away and there is nothing left to take, all, but your soul, as is the tales of old. You are mine now, you see… For now and to eternity.


I Have A Savior Song Lyrics

Below are the lyrics to the first song my fiancé, Justin Mason, and I wrote. I really had fun writing this and I pray it blesses you. You can watch the video on Youtube.

 

I Have A Savior

By

Justin Mason and K.N. Proctor

 

Verse One

He looks at me and then I start to see,

Everything that I will never be.

I just want to be made free,

I’m so sick of who I’ve came to be.

 

Chorus One

I need a Savior, I need a friend.

I need someone who knows where I’ve been.

I need Your love, Lord, to see me through the pain.

I can’t see tomorrow from the rain.

 

Verse Two:

I now see who I am in Thee,

Everything that I am meant to be.

I’ve been made free,

And now I want to be all the Lord has called me to be.

 

Chorus Two:

I have a Savior, I have a friend,

I have someone who knows where I’ve been.

I have Your love, Lord, to see me through the pain,

Now I can see tomorrow past the rain.

 

Repeat Chorus Two.


Twilight

Summary: What happens in the woods stays in the woods. OneShot. You x Mystery Man.

Author’s Note: Here is a little short piece of original work…it’s random and I have no idea what inspired this. It is in the second point of view, which is my favorite to write in… Enjoy, hopefully you will.

Twilight

By

K.N. Proctor

 

Twilight, in your opinion, was a rather creepy time… Perhaps it was the horror and terrible memories that you had involving twilight, if anything bad every happened to you it seemed to center around that point. Much to your utter joy, you were currently lost in the woods at such an appointed time. Oh, joy.

Normally, you were the very rational and stable sort, but you could help but cringe at every little noise and stir of the woods, imagining the very worst scenario. Basically, your underactive imagination just became very overactive…as if on crack. “It figures…”
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